LIFE'S A BLUFF: Do you believe in God?

came as a rude surprise.

never did like surprises.

and this certainly wasn't a good one.

definitely wasn't.

ah well.


sidetrackinggg.

I was just talking to nich that day, and we were on the topic of like have you ever thought about your own weaknesses and at the same time not giving any excuses for having those flaws?

More often than not, people are quick to recitfy or to challenge flaws posed to them by other people (including me),  by citing reasons like it was how they were brought up in a screwed up environement, or their parents never did educate them or guide them the 'right' way or whatever cocknbull reason. 

But never ever accepting the fact sincerely that they do have flaws in them and are at terms with it totally.

Its like we are always trying to seek other's understanding and words of consolation to make ourselves feel better.

Thats why i never believed in showing Sympathy, i think its absolute bull.

On the contrary, i believe in Empathy, which may seem like the same thing, but in fact is very different. 

Thats why i always say to people, sympathy is pathethic.

blatant, but i guess it works for me.
 

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend our days traveling

It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me the way you wanted me

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down as we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose my dear
So I'm up for the little white lies 
But you and I know the reason why I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still

I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast or wherever I find my place

I'll track you on the radio and I'll find your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you it's not the same

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big we can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still

So steal the show and do your best to cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind but you only showed me the door

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big we can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I 
You and I

You and I know the reason why.


i absoulutely love this song, its heartfelt. it really is.